What's more is that when I stopped writing here before, it was because I didn't need it anymore. And that was honestly a great feeling. Writing this blog was a huge help to my recovery -- it was therapeutic in a lot of ways. I felt like I was slowly clearing out all the passageways blocked up from years of my disorder. Untangling strands in my brain until this whole recovery thing made sense. There came a point where I didn't need to do that anymore, so I stopped blogging, and started focusing on my playwriting and composing.
After getting back from New York, I have had so many creative ideas but not many have come to fruition. I am in the ideation phase of creativity which is, unfortunately for me your text book achiever, kind of frustrating. I just want to DO things. I have so many things I want to write about! So many things I want to say! And because of this, I decided to dust off this old thing. My blog before was successful and helpful to me and the people who read it. I think that's awesome. It's going to be a little different now. A nice cocktail of music and writing and life post recovery and finding happiness even with all the crazy crap going on in the world right now. I hope you'll join me....as usual, I have a lot to say.